only one word describes my weekend- amazing. though it FLEW my with a blink, the small amount of time with the love of my entire life was enough to remind me that all my stresses and emotional spazzes over distance are worth it. our first night was spent drinking dos XX,listening to music on our patio in rocking chairs, day 2 we spent eating BBQ & playing video games together, Night 2 we ate at a GREAT italian restaurant with my dad and step mom (always great company) Easter Sunday (hectic)- went to my moms (huge family gathering) then went to my dads (far more relaxing) then came home and packed, oh, and cried and cried. I fully expect myself to cry but everytime i see J. cry it literally breaks my heart into 1000 pieces! anywho I dropped him off at the airport at 5 this morning, due to the flock of people staring at us I didn't get hysterical as I usually do, thought i would refrain from humiliating J. haha. status now?- feeling a little empty, BUT hanging on to my upcoming martial bliss (just 4 weeks and 3 days) -K.
Sometimes I wonder if the saying goodbye and letting go at the airport/airfield is harder than the actual separation. There's something about letting him go, and knowing that your entire world is about to change again, that is very unsettling. Hang in there! You have a great weekend to keep you motivated.
ReplyDeleteOmigosh, I hate airports just for that reason. I've had to leave them crying so many times :( I'm glad you had a great weekend though and congrats on the upcoming wedding :)
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I'm happy that you had a great weekend!
ReplyDeleteSo happy you got to spend these days with him and that it was a great weekend! You two are such a cute couple... I'm excited for your wedding too!
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